My mother who was evil and never loved us appeared in my dream last night. This was after I prayed thoroughly due to stagnation and lack of progress in my career and been jobless. We were in our old home that we used to live when I was small. There was a huge muggot on the floor and she told me that I should get tested if I am sick. This is something that a former employer kept telling me as they used to access my house by contacting my landlord to open for them and go through my hospital records. I was not sick or had any major illness but my employer was in touch with my family and used to tell them negative things about me that were not true. Anyway, during the dream, I told my mother that I was not sick whatsoever and I don't have long term illnesses, which can be backed-up by my recent hospital records. From this point I can't remember much about the dream but it seems odd that she appeared to me after going through prayers last night before sleeping. Usually I don't pray evening or night prayers.
This dream may be reflecting your subconscious feelings and fears related to your past experiences and current circumstances. The appearance of your mother, who symbolizes an evil and unloving figure in the dream, could represent unresolved issues or negative emotions related to your childhood and upbringing. It may also symbolize feelings of inadequacy, lack of support, or betrayal from someone you trusted.
The presence of the muggot on the floor could symbolize feelings of contamination, invasion of privacy, or hidden threats in your life. The mention of being tested for sickness could indicate a need for self-examination or evaluation of your current situation, especially regarding your health or overall well-being.
The connection to your former employer accessing your house and medical records could suggest feelings of vulnerability, exposure, or lack of privacy in your professional life. It may also point to concerns about being unfairly judged or misrepresented by others.
Overall, this dream could be a reflection of your fears, anxieties, and past traumas influencing your thoughts and emotions, especially as you are seeking guidance and change in your career and personal life. It may be helpful to reflect on these emotions and experiences, seek support or counseling if needed, and focus on addressing any unresolved issues to move forward positively in your life.